Waking up sucks. As I learn more and accept new truths, some fixtures that used to bring comfort are no longer harbor. A big part of my quest to uncover how matters of race impact my life is to ask a lot of questions and examine all manner of mental and emotional input. Sometimes I don’t like the answers. As a former network news producer and development person, it won’t surprise you that I really enjoy TV, you could say I love it. I love it because with the press of a …